im not in the mood to write long narrative posts................

but to keep things short.... the prom was a blast way way better than last year, in many aspects.... :D

it was fun to see everbody dress up

food was good.... and "unnormal"... or maybe normal,but not normal for a girl who only eats out in fast food chains...

program was okay..good thing they kept the games short

dancing!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH i told myself that i would dance......... specially after the ajss night......... still............ the aj night was way way better............ i mean all the people dancing were "united" last night we had our own cliques....... group group

HAHAHAHAHAHA almost everyone danced.......... okay maybe everyone............... EVERYONE YOWN!

hahahahhaha

really fun..

feet hurt

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angie ely phoebe berns and candice stayed in ely's place for the night

i loved to.... but i didn't..................... the truth is.... i woke up at 1 pm.......... i didn't go anywhere elese................ actually............... the thing is i woke up too late, if i woke up earlier i would have left the house....... the thing is it would "look" better if i was sleeping at home, tired instead of being in another person's house having tons of fun................... i mean sleeping because im tired and not going THERE is a better excuse than having fun...................

bkit ba masama ang maging masaya??????

hum hum

hek whatever

i love oversleeping

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it's so weird...................... i would be very hypocritical if i say that i dont expect to be it, but having no official confirmation is creeping me out...............honestly.....what if i've failed myself? what if my efforts were not good enough........... what if all my slacking took it's toll..............????????

so there are two possiblities.........

whatif i won't be it..................... yeah i would be disappointed.......... i bet a lot of people around me will be.................................. i mean hek.............................. but still it's just a title.................................. my future holds more..

what if i am it............................................................. a number of people asked me about it..... i haven't made one okay?????..........one thing i learned from my HK trip was not to expect too much...... since depression kills................................*****d ako gaano nagexpect sa prom.... mas masayang walang gaanong expectation****................................... but what will happen the day itself??????????????????????????????????????????

i am dead crazy

i need that phone call....... whether it's because im it or not it............................ the suspense part is too much....

bah

***tapos hindi pala talga ako un............****

boom