not that dsl's crapping up my life again... im just too lazy to.... but hek im here... so read on.......

ok........ i'll start with explaining that ai sin thing

not that im bragging.... i dont even want anybody to know about it... but i can't control that.... so instead of hiding it.. i'll explain... and let you know how crappy it is..... or atleast as how i see it.....

first it's an award given to the top 12 outstanding students of chinese school in the philippines.... prize for wining is 15K a 2K gift certificate at a chinese bookstore a medal and a trophy..........

i had to submit the list of all my contests, club, and activities for the past 16 years..... that i got chosen and was part of the top 28.....or something.... then last saturday.... we had a written test......... and a sort of interview...... the questions in the written part was...... uhm.... a girl has cancer, a doctor invents a medicine that cost 2000 dollars... her husband gathered 1000 and asked the doctor if he could pay half and pay the other half later... the doctor didn't agree and he stole the medicine. is stealing the medicine really necessary to be done(bsta..... thou yiao sh ing pu ing kai?)...... i answered no and said that it's still stealing.... if God would see it, he still committed something wrong.. blah......2nd.....what is our purpose in life.... i said that since we were creations of God, we are to serve Him, that includes taking care of His creations, both nature and men......last.. if i were the president..........usual stuff...kick corrupt poeple.... improve the life of people and make the safety of the country improve

cliche answers to cliche questions.......... bah.... it was hard because we were only 50 mins.... but hek i had my dictio.....eng-chi dictio......... so whatever........ compared to what my seatmate wrote(a GI)...... mine wasn't even half of what she wrote....

then the interview was with 4 different people.... 1 0n 1.... lots of old people.... the questions were sort of yes no questions.... simple questions..... some hard but, they aren't that hard since SHE already taught me what to say.... taught meaning made me memorize what to say............

so there................

you know, supposedly it's only the top 10....... i bet the made it 12 just to make sshs in.....you know one of the judges was the past principal of the school.... hek......

and i bet i sucked at the interview ansd written thing..... and my extra curricular activities lifted up my grades.......... and what? it's pointless since i memorized those stuff......... then i can't really talk in mandarin straightly........... GOSH........

WHATEVER

so dont ever thing that im a chinese dude thang............ since i only memorize my lessons.... and can hardly speak in straight mandarin without committing any mistakes

boom!

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our physics project's done!!! and paint's stinking in this room! HAHAHAHA

hopefully mr rios wont ask us to some more alterations....hehe

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getting excused from class is hard.....

ok you get to chat and do assignment during that time.... but hek you miss out a lot!

you have to copy a lot of notes...... not that YOU have to.... i do....... my conscience would kill me,....

then you dont know the assignments....... no one will tell you and you would cram.....

same goes to tests

so hek.............. life........

BAH

getting excused from class is not all fun...... ok...maybe im just so nerdy,..... bah

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my crappy lit poem......

cliche.......

Deserved of Nature’s Gift---Not

Green, blue, yellow, red, and brown,

Oh how beautiful are these colors.

Nature that envelops every person

From the skies to the lands and the waters

But what is it now?

A smelly drainage, a trash can, or your dusty smoke belcher?

You’ve always said sorry and promised to do better,

But have you ever kept that vow?

Her fragrant smell and scrumptious gift,

And Her calm voice had always given us comfort.

We cause her pain, destruction, and distress,

But she always gives back her sweet caress.

So have you realized what you have done?

Are you really ready to change?

So that next time it wouldn’t be strange

That the one you hurt is giving you a seventh heaven.

it's crap

oh gosh whatever