i've read a lot of AJSS posts already.....i've longed planned to post this.....but every time i try to go online and make this post........a conference invitation pops out....and so i can't exchange that moment to bond for anything....and since everyone else is in greenbelt right now.....bonding....i'm finally free to write this.....but at the same time....all jealous...cause they can all see each other.....

This all started on a wednesday....no not april 18....way way earlier......it was after PE class when one of my classmates told me that i should finish my application form for AJSS.....i was so pissed off.....the deadline for submission was that friday, and an essay must still be passed......so i was so cranky..... i rushed my essay........(if you're curious enough...you can find it in my archives...=p).....and i still had a problem......how can i pass it to admu?? it was thursday night....and my friends will pass their's early in the morning so i can't ask them to pass it for me.....in the end my mother passed it........when i went back home, she kept on saying how far the oaa is and how long she walked around ateneo to find it(now i know that oaa is NOT hard to find...hahaha..=p).......so that was it........days passed until January 14.....

and yet again...i hated it.....it was a sunday......that is, the first sunday of school.....i was so busy that week......so i went to ateneo with a friend....saw familiar faces....but i didn't bother to talk to them...(ang aga pa nun.....).....i took the long exam.....i didn't even bother to review or what so ever(i felt guilty, since i have a friend who reviewed and didn't got in).....the test ended....

i was almost constantly checking admu's website.......but i saw nothing......

until february 14.........it was right before my afternoon chinese class....i received an anonymous text saying that i got in.....i was doubting it since i didn't knew who it was from....i waited for a reply, til i knew that it was my friend who was in ateneo that time having a contest.........i said.....ok.....how sure is he??i had been looking at the site and saw nothing......then i realized that i haven't checked for 2 days.....

so when i went home......*poof* i saw it.....my name....i screamed, jumped.......!......it was all joy.......i was sooo happy....a schoolmate told me about how AJSS is, so i was so excited.....

but when i formally received the letter.....i was shocked....it wrote....5 weeks.........and i realized after the program, i'll only have a week off before school starts again......i hated it...it was too long.....but still, i confirmed.....

when school ended.....i was kinda nervous about how AJSS will turn out, since i was the only one from our school, and i barely know 2 people.......so hek.........waited till april 18

and so the wednesday........i went to ateneo too early....so i stopped at mini stop(wah..corny.,...)..... wheni arrived at sec.....i registered went in........tried to find jenina....and didn't saw her.....so i looked around and saw mariel.......and i intruduced myself to her....good thing our common friend told her about me....so i had no problem.....but still......it was dull......

i met more and more people.....until i tried if i memorized everyone's name already......

we had a lot of fun, but we had hard times too.......it was so weird for us to cram during summer, and stay up late for a requirement.......but i was alright.....we all "passed"......

all those readings for english...... those fairy tales and socrates in philo.....those grueling-mtg-level math, and those goodness tests......those bio moments of cramming our presentation, the blue's clues and that food chain.....those lab moments when i started early, but was the one who finished last, the emulsion moments of constant stirring, that you would just want to throw away every drop of water, how fascinating the blue print turned out, how yummy ma'am teran's ice cream is, and how she brainwashed us........those com camp moments of meebo and weff.....group dynamics that i really loved and dreamed that we can do those in school..........and those crappy PE moments, that i sucked at basketball, didn't play futsal, and just stood during dodgeball and didn't got hit, and specially those cheering moments, i can't imagine my self do stunts again ever, and dance, oh i will never again....... and syempre, play practices that i "watched" since i had nothing much to do, watching them act was really fun.......

The AJ night that brought out the wild monkeys in us.....the grad practices that was all so emo....and the grad itself.....where i cried........i don't even know if i'll cry in my hs grad.....but i did in this AJ grad.....how memorable moments.......

Kostka 201, when several time i felt i was late, PCIB math room, CTC 102....ang lamig sobra, schmidtt(tama ba spelling??) and sec C lab.......covered courts...faura hall.........and especially escaler hall............it was the beginning and the "end"........i can now imagine how sipnayan will be if they hold it in escaler again....

i had regret not doing a lot of things, when evan said that we all opened ourselves to be vulnerable to everybody, i realized how i didn't allow myself to be really open........ true..... i hate the fact that i can be so shy, in school, i am a really wild and loud person, few people in AJ saw that, i really regret it.....if i can just turn back time....

but inspite all these......i thank everybody, you made this summer super special, i love you all...... you taught me a lot.........promise..........

how cliche-ish this might sound....... it's not the end, it's just the beginning....... i know we'll see each other again....in the future, we'll all go back to escaler(even if this means barging in ateneo as adults or even as senior citizen =))....and reminisce the moments.....we all go in front and hug each other again.....

mwahh! i luv yah all! ....

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eto medyo light na...hahaha.....para makita nyo ung kahyperan ko.....hehehe......actually may pagkahyper ung itaas e...hahahaha......

i really learned a lot sa AJSS....marami....

that nerds cut classes.....to go to mall......and stuff
that nerds do confe's instead of their homeworks....
that nerd's confe topics are green.....and are all indecent....hahaha
that these nerds are the cream of all the crap.....
that teachers...este a teacher in ateneo curses in front of his class.....
how retarded socrates is.....ang kulit nya...
na lahat tayo ay tanga......basahin nyo ang apolohiya...tanga nga tayo e
that endorphines are morphines and has nothing to do with dolphins(akala ko tlaga nun meron...hahaha.....)
that some northern Europeans can't have AIDS....so they can do it anytime with anybody.....haha...yukk..
(::) that this is dodo ng cow
(U) this is dongdong ng cow
(u)and this is dingdong ng batang cow
how great *@#% people these nerd are......and how put-tang-in-a-glass works...haha
how YOU(d ako ksama in this case...hahahahha) nerds love pokemon....mariel love pokemon the most...hahaha...
how dota can make you top 5, best in computer and best in philo...haha
i also learned a lot of new words.......like emo, cam-whore,projection(that is for the psycho people...hahahaha....)and wanking.....eeew

wala na ako maisip e....

i'll post the per-person thing some other time....tiantamad na ako magtype e....hahaha.....