when i get really furious and when i really get pissed off....i cry.....ask my friends...when i cry...back off....and my oh so good brother just pissed me off minutes ago.....its not about not letting me use the pc...its keeping my word.....isn't it part of the "law" of life to do as what you say.....and i hate to wait....so i hate making others wait...to think his reason for delay...is just a *#+&@ game....sorry to say...hate it!!!...i reminded him every 5 minutes....grrrrrrr........then....after 15 mins of waiting.....i really got pissed off...i am late....grrr......i was trying to control....but......tick....tears.....my mom asked me to stop and not to cry at all....hek....how can i ever control this??????it just flows......why do people think in such a weird way....hek...it can be as simple....my brother KNEW i will be using the pc by 7...he could have done everything he needed to do b4 7.....but he didn't.....was he thinking that i have no reasonable reason of using the pc???...if i really didn't have reason...i should have used the laptop instead....not thinking about what i really intend to do......he had his pleasure of playing playing and playing....how cruel could that be???and how can i control my tears????? ok if you know how to teach me....hay.....if tears are signs of being weak...and for me crying is my only window of showing my true feelings...then is showing your true colors a sign of being weak??hay life......its so awkward to speak seriously though... but on a lighter note......obviously very out of topic...i didn't fell a while ago while skating....achievement....=p